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[ 03 Jul 2009 - 1:30]  I often wondered how people just disapeared back in the day. How they could just leave this site and their established friendships without even saying a good bye? I realize it now. Good byes are hard. So it becomes a "I will read later" and moves into guilt over not checking in more often; which then delays it even further. I have not been quick to think that my time here is over. I actually log in more than a lot of you would think judging by my shaky updating. I do read, and I used the communities I was in to lurk. But something happened I guess that made me realize that I'm not all /here/ anymore. I got deleted from a few communities that I thoroughly enjoyed. That just spoke volumes to me. The fact that  my account appears so inactive that I would be deleted made me sad.  Which is why I'm writing this. It's time for a good bye I guess. I have admittedly moved on from a lot of the teen angst I experienced back in the day, and have found different outlets for frustration.  The time I spent on this site has been invaluable. Everyone I met here has influenced me in some way. But sometimes things just stop clicking I guess. ANYWAY! That was my spiel. Hopefully it's a proper good bye. If any of you want to reconnect please, please PLEASE get in touch with me through other means that I do frequent :P. MSN: mocha_swirls6@Hotmail.com email: heffernan.emma@gmail.com honestly. you all meant so much to me for quite a few years. you kept me sane in a lot of ways. I hate that I have lost that and would love to regain it. If any of you are willing. Lots and lots of love, Emma 3 CMNT

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